Wah sad case my Dorothy Perkins booties are selling as 123456789 different versions from Taiwan/Korean makers for cheap cheap cheaper... Sigh life is KruEL

I spend alot of my time now reading through my archives. I miss my life, when I was so carefree to the point of being completely blithe, because ALevels seemed so far far far away.

I can't believe school has ended. I can't imagine being entirely on my own, to decide my own fate. I can't fathom that ALevels are a mere what? 3 weeks away?

I'm torn between wanting this to be over really quickly so that I can finally breathe, but at the same time I've so much studying to do to and any extra time could make a huge difference. Our conversations these days count private candidature, retaking, purposely failing etc as the topic of discussion.

I hate myself for letting my studies degenerate to such a state. I hate that I've become such a failure. I hate that I've become so stupid. And worst of all, I hate that I've no willpower and discipline to rectify it.

I'm scared.

Omg hotmail is being so annoying I STILL can't open my emails. Is anyone else having this problem? It seems to be only affecting people staying in the central area.

In the meantime, I'm waiting for my F21 and GoJane spree items! And this jacket I just bought. And a watch. I think in total I might have spent more online than I have in shops.

I wish I had taller friends so I could wear heels more often!

McDonald's would be proud to have such an ardent fan!

And I'm not looking away because I want to attempt a I-didn't-know-my-picture-was-taken-although-my-arm-is-clearly-attached-to-the-camera or a I'm-thinking-deep-intellectual-thoughts-you-aren't-privy-to, I'm simply looking away because..... when I don't smile I don't have eyebags hahaha.

My math tutor is so mean, he looked at my working and said "No one does it this way. Except those that get it wrong". Hahaha.

Oooh my Sims are so interesting. I'm currently playing this new young couple who just had a baby, but..... the husband is having an affair with his coworker! He even brings her home and makes out out with her in front of the baby while the wife is in the next room!

GaSp how scandalous, really sounds like those bastard husbands that get retribution. And worst of all is that the wife really wants to be friends with this adulterous woman. If only she knewwwwwww.

Sounds so Camelia-Princess Di.

Today was extremely unproductive ): Got up at 5pm omg that's bad even for me. Even worse, I played Sims2/went online for the rest of the evening.

Killz Mez Nowz Emoz Kidz 4 Lyfz.

#%@%$!&*% My Sims 2 keeps shutting on its own!!! So annoying, just when I had killed off this fatass old granny by making her drown in the pool and the Grim Reaper came. Think I might be ageist...