PW results today.

C

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I'm so sad I cried like 12345678. SAJC improved from 6As last year to 109 this year and Bs too but I still got a fucking C.

And all along based on my PW teacher's comments my group was doing pretty well? But in the end my whole group got a C like lousiest in class wtf.

I worked hard for PW. Like I really put in alot of effort so I'd wish to see something for my efforts.

I might as well have gone to a fucking lousier school since ultimately I pay little attention in class whatever the school may be. At least there effort would translate to results.

One C on my Alevel cert in place. WHAT A BLEMISH ALREADY. At least for As I can still cling to the hope that if I really start studying I'd reap something.

I hate the fact that it's so subjective because it's internal marking. Across Singapore other JCs have Distinction rates of like 80/90% but SAJC chooses to jeopardise its own students' results.

And I admit it's really JUST PW. Just one H1. If my reaction is already so terrible faced with a bad grade for a slightly minor subject, I can't imagine how devastated I'd be if I did badly for As, I think I'd be very very tempted to just give up on everything.

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My group of friends in class all got C too. So as we sat and waited for Bio lesson to start- "Do you want to go? I don't feel like staying."

We took our bags and left. We talked about going away, far far away from SAJC, to the zoo, to the beach to scream our lungs out, to go anywhere but here. But in the end we went to McDonalds and drowned our sorrows in fast food.

Comfort food. It does help.

Saturday
7.30am: Alarm rings. Back to sleep
8.30am: Finally got up and showered changed etc etc

9.20am: Head out of the house into the blinding sunlight
9.21am: Think to myself- "Goodness so this is what Saturday morning looks like"
9.22am: Hail a cab
9.45am: Arrive 45mins late for SAJC-CJC rugby match, first of rugby season!

So we won 64-0 hip hip hooray for SAJC! Pictures of the match on our beautiful new synthetic field which provides an excrutiatingly GREEN green background but it looks great really.


Darrell (xiaomei ftw!), Ken and Sirrhan






Try then convert!







Killed time for many many hours with random people i.e. Pakata, Addie etc waiting for Jeannie to finish tuition, Darrell to finish victory rugby lunch/dance/song and Kuoloon to finish soccer.

Finally Cityhall for SoupSpoon and donuts with filled centres and omg I created such a mess cos everytime I bit into the thing chocolate oozed out the other end unto my hand, chin, table etc
Shaun Ng: "Wah you look damn glam now"
Darrell: "Please never eat this out with a guy"

Sorry I'm not adept at eating donuts!!!




Kuoloon, Shaun, Darrell. So shy all please so Jeannie let out an extremely excited and accomplished whoop just because she captured this next shot:


Big deal Darrell looks all distorted. Woohoo for my rugby heroes! Okay nonsense Shaun didn't even play his leg's not alright yet hahahaha.

Anyway Darrell and Shaun left leaving Happy 3 Musketeers Kuoloon, Jeannie and I.


(P.S it's Jeannie who does all the weird effects to the pictures..)



We watched Untraceable which is pretty good albeit sadistic because the ways the killer devised to kill people are rather.. creative.

Some parts I really covered my eyes because I can't stand gore! Kuoloon's such a fatty long after Jeannie and I quit eating the popcorn he was still going strong at it.


We dropped by to visit Swing at Balcony!


Then we dragged Kuoloon around for shopping or rather it was JUST JEANNIE she bought like tons of stuff and we kept asking Kuoloon for his opinion on a piece of clothing to see his taste for girls' outfits hahahaha.

Many plates of gyoza later and Kuoloon discovers he dropped his ipod nano, Jeannie and I head to Clarke Quay to meet SiangKoon, Joey and Crew haha.

MORE donuts, margeritas and watching them down poppers, Jeannie left and I went to meet Addie, Marco and Chloe at HomeClub.

Cab to someone's nice apartment where we stuffed ourselves silly with bottle water and potato chips, what a way to end the night fatasses!

OMG my best friend from France like, TEN YEARS ago added me on Facebook and she was linked to my French school and there were photos and everything and omg I miss it so so so much because it's just WORLDS APART from Singapore.


She's the one in the middle, her name is Cecile.

Omg I'm crying very hard I don't know why. It was so long ago. But somehow seeing the pictures of her at the school and college I'd have attended if I my parents hadn't divorced makes me realise how different my life has become. Seeing the life I was supposed to be living makes me miss it terribly.

It's not that I think Singapore is worse or vice versa. It's just that there's this whole parallel world I belong/belonged to but it's all gone now.

I miss her so badly not because we're anything to each other any more now. She was my best friend when I was a kid. But I miss her so badly because she represents everything I lost.

She still looks exactly the same.

Yesterday I visited SAJC's Sick Bay and slept there for over an hour cos they have beds yeehaa.

Today I cabbed to NJC after school for SAJC-ACJC soccer match. Cabfare was $10 and when I reached the matchwasfuckingover and it was raining zomongously badly and everything was lousy so I was in a horrendously bad mood ):

We settled on watching Rogue Crocodile because only Addie and I didn't mind Horton and Guanghao and Irwin wanted more time to eat..

Rogue Crocodile is about... a rogue crocodile. Didn't have the romantic ending I expected! Like the typical heroine+hero=together forever.

I'm so bored how come Addie has so many boIz after her now and I have none! Nonono not asking for bf here thanks haha.
It's not so much that I've never had a boyfriend, that sounds so superficial and trivial, it's more that I'm turning 18 soon and I haven't experienced the requisite love, longing, sadness, companionship etc that come with a relationship.

Never mind my homies I just downloaded Diner Dash 2 yipee fastest fingers first!

CHRISTINA'S SETTING UP A STALL GO SUPPORT IT'S FOR CHARITY:

HomeClub Flea

12th April 2008
Selling old clothes and even older vintage accessories
Vintage dresses at only $15!

All proceeds go to charity- LOVE EAST TIMOR

Pictures from Arena last Saturday (Chloe's chasing for them..). So 22nd night Chloe asks me to go to Arena and I'm so lazy but I go anyway and the slowpoke took like ages to leave her house and meet meez.


Chloe, me and Amanda

Wazaahh so attractive Joakim.







And halfway through Chloe decides we should venture into the DJ's booth:

And then she decided we should climb unto the counter next to the DJ console hahaha. There's a photo of my ass actually er........






DJ couch thingy


I just realised he's wearing sunglasses in a club.








Up on the counter
















Her name's Estelle! It's the first other Estelle I've met and vice versa for her too. My full name is Sophie Estelle Willocq by the way and no Estelle isn't a Confirmation name, it's just really common for French people to have 2 names.

My dad has 3 names please- Michel Louis Jean Willocq, which translates to Michael Louis John Willocq






NAUVEED! Like another SAJC-ian, miracle! Oh we met 2 SAJC juniors woahz J1s so cool haha.



Byebyebyebye late for French class (snooze...) and I didn't print out my homework oh wellz.